In a little under two weeks, I will be flying out to Athens for a few days to meet the Clarks, who I will be working with next year, and to get a feel for what will be my hometown for the next while or so. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t a bit nervous about this trip. Ever since I decided to apply to work with IFES in Greece, it has seemed like an eternity away, but it’s slowly crept up and all of a sudden, with this short trip it’s suddenly here.
However, despite my nerves, my lack of confidence in speaking Greek and pretty much everything else that comes with going somewhere new, I am really excited. Which is weird. I am finally getting seriously excited about this whole thing, whereas just 24 hours ago I was freaking out big time.
I guess it’s not actually weird at all. I think it’s because the Spirit has given me timely re-realisation of who God is…
In my church mini group, we’re starting to study through Ezekiel and yesterday evening we looked at Ezekiel 1. Once we’d waded through all the bizarre imagery in Ezekiel’s first vision, we noticed that we were being told that the Lord was travelling with his exiled people on a throne that has wheels. And in hubcaps of those throne-wheels, there were eyes.
In Ezekiel’s vision the Holy Spirit was showing him that God was still in authority even when they went into exile, and he wouldn’t let them leave his jurisdiction – his throne would move anywhere they go. And those bizarre eyes in the wheel rims showed him that God saw his people’s suffering. He went with them, he saw their suffering and struggles, and he was in authority there.
I will not exactly be going into exile in a couple of weeks, but Ezekiel’s God is my God, and just as he was with his exiled people, he will be with me as I travel out to Greece. And just as he was in authority there, he will be in authority in Greece. Just as he cared for how they were doing, he will care for how I do. It may seem completely obvious, but I think I am beginning to realise why knowing this would have been such a big deal to the exiled Israelites.
If God is with you and if he is still in total authority where you are going, what ultimately is there to be be afraid of? At all times he works for the ultimate good of those who love him. This is exactly what I need to know as I go out to Greece.
Besides this wonderful reassurance, the one thing that is incredibly exciting about next year is that I get to work hand in hand with this truly awesome and fear inspiring creator God as he opens blinded eyes, softens hardened hearts and saves people in Athens.
That he would be willing to work hand in hand with a sinner like me is way more exciting than the fears I have of learning a new language or of meeting new people or of adjusting to a quirky culture are scary.
It puts it all in perspective.
On a slightly more insignificant note, I’ve got to admit that I’m more than a little bit relieved at finally having learnt how to order beer and coffee in Greek:
Θά ήθελα μια μπύρα, παρακάλω – I would like a beer please
Θά ήθελα ένα καφέ με γάλα, παρακάλω. – I would like a white coffee please.
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